I’m feeling lonely tonight. I want to be feeling happy & loved.
I fear I’m becoming desperate for love.
I really need to close the door on someone from my past. He sucks the emotion right out of me. I allow it.
He is currently on a road trip with another girl – and I sit & wonder why it’s not me.
I’m sad & need support, but my friends are done listening to me bitch about him.
So here I am, getting through these nights.
Dear God, please help me get through this. Please give me strength and allow me to see the beauty within me. Help me release my sadness and anger. Help me let go, I can’t be dragged anymore.
modern love 
Wow, this is awesome. I definitely relate to how you feel. I lost a great love not too long ago and I miss him everyday. I unfortunately also fear that I am becoming desperate for love. I still “stalk” him on all kinds of media and keep up with his new life, without me in it.
If your friends don’t want to hear you bitch about him any longer, I would be happy to talk about it with you. I could use someone who is dealing with something similar 🙂
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I guess it’s nice you relate! But really it isn’t… This emotional torment isn’t fun.
The first advice i have to give is STOP checking his social media pages. You are just hurting yourself each time you check. Block him on everything! & resist the urge to check.
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