I asked the above question just now before I left “the love of my life”‘s place. He said “no I’m good. I don’t want to open that door again.”
I guess I’m not good enough for him anymore.
He doesn’t want me & I really need to close this book and move on to a man who does.
This needs to be over. OVER.
Would have been nice to kiss him again, but he doesn’t want me.
I’m not too sad. Probably because I’ve been through it before. More than once.
Dear God, please help me close this chapter, move on & find happiness.