Oops, I did it again. I put my heart and feelings on the line to be rejected.
I will never understand why he doesn’t want me the way I want him. I will never understand how he doesn’t see and feel the same things I do.
I am so fucking awesome. How come he doesn’t want me?
I can’t be his friend anymore. I can’t do this to myself.
Seeing him is like a drug. He makes me high and then I’m left with the sad, lonely come down. I can’t do this anymore.
I’ll love him forever, but I can’t be in his life.
I hope he works things out and finds happiness. But I can no longer be the side girl, plan b girl, the one who provides him with the things he needs – – if I don’t get what I need in return.
Am I strong enough to just let go?