I’m not sure what it is

I’m not sure why, but I’m missing my ex. We’ve now been broken up longer than we were together, and the last couple days I’ve been thinking about him. 

I think I’ve been watching too much Roseanne and it makes me miss him and think of him! 

Dan & Roseanne Connor, reminds me of the unconditional love I want. Dan is a big guy, like my ex, and they have this crazy family with love and banter and I want that! 

And maybe I’m starting to think I missed my chance to have that! 

Is this the winter blues? Am I being nostalgic am I influenced by tv? Do I say something or sit on my feelings?

I think the universe is testing me….

I want great love, and to ensure I will do whatever I can to get it, the universe threw in feelings about my ex, and it’s testing me to see what I will do.

Time to meditate 🙂