I gave in so easily. He asked “are you still Mia in the friendship?” And before you know it, we’re out having dinner. It was so easy for him to get back into my life. I put up zero challenge. It’s no wonder he doesn’t want me. I make it too easy.
things will never change and my worst fears will come alive.
I’m stoned and I want to text you. 10 years and i’m still repeating the patterns. get stoned, spew my guts to you, have you reject me once again. tonight i will not give in. April 2020 update: Turns out rejection is how I feel loved. This is my comfort, and it’s why I’ve continuedContinue reading “I’m stoned”