“Fear has two meanings: Forget Everything and Run …. or Face Everything and Rise. The choice is yours.”
Often when we’re getting over a problem, if someone hurt us for example, we are urged to find forgiveness for that person. However I’ve learned (yet somehow always manage to forget) our number one priority is to check in with ourselves and see how we are feeling, and how we want to feel …so I thinkContinue reading “like a prayer”
The following is a journal entry written on June 9, 2019: “So i met this guy, he’s super interesting, into the moon and stuff and the way the universe works. He taught me about energy and that our energy transfers from one thing to another and never goes away. He’s interesting, smart, cute. Kisses good.Continue reading “the initial spark.”
Thinking of that day I loved love. Saw a couple canoodling on the subway and I thought it was so sweet.” I love love” I thought. I want to be in that feeling. I’d like to stay there. Happy & self-sure. Friendly & open. Not a thing could get me down. Yesterday I felt great.Continue reading “F.”
How I feel, as I get through the weekend missing the feeling of having someone special in my life. Missing the conversation, the attention and the kisses. My soul work continues.
When I start to get upset & wonder about him, I just remember he’s only good looking because of his beard. Without the facial disguise, he doesn’t do it for me, physically. Yes. Superficial, but it helps me through the emotions. April 2020 Update: still looks like this superficial strategy works. As I currently moveContinue reading “Superficial strategy “
See. I’m a reformed easy girl. And I know not how to separate my urges from my standards. And I guess that makes me easy. We hang out, we found each other attractive and we went at it, and because I didn’t make him wait to have a taste, and because he didn’t have to wineContinue reading “Fight song “
I am smart I am worthy I am a goddess