That is all. Reclaiming my power
I don’t know how to tell you. But I’m just not that into you. I don’t like the way you treat me. You say you’re going to call, and you don’t. Rather you were out getting drunk with a friend. It’s like texting messaging doesn’t work all of a sudden.
This just isn’t going to work. You can’t show up in jogging pants and a hoodie and expect to take me out. I didn’t do my hair and makeup and get all pretty to be seen out in public with a 6. Things are awkward now. And that was kinda the worst. See ya.
I need to maintain this level of balance. I feel good The relationships in my life are good I am being productive with projects and work. I am dating multiple men. The last few days I’ve mostly spent indoors. Watching shows, listening to radio, being sick and achy. Tonight, today, after some medication I feelContinue reading “Self-medicating “
Well I started out down a dirty road Started out all alone And the sun went down as I crossed the hill And the town lit up, the world got still I’m learning to fly, but I ain’t got wings Coming down is the hardest thing Well the good ol’ days may not return AndContinue reading “Learning to fly”
Some days it’s hard for me to get out of bed. Today is one of those days
It took 41 minutes after midnight before my mind wandered to thoughts of you. 41 whole minutes! I think that’s pretty damn good! Happy New Year to me!
things will never change and my worst fears will come alive.
fuck you for doing this to me fuck me for allowing you. fuck you for making me think i’m not good enough. fuck you for carrying along. though, you make my insides come alive, passion, heat, hollow.