I love how Marianne Williamson describes Illumination. Illumination is the building of the passage, the construction of the spiritual tunnel through which the soul finds its way out of ego-bound darkness into mystical light. (Pg.24 from her book Illuminata.) I am taking this time, during Lent, to take a break from online dating. I’ve hadContinue reading “Thank you Marianne.”
I have vibes telling me the guy I am seeing is no longer into me. His communication has been weak lately, not even bothering to say good morning & good night. I suppose this is the universe doing what I called out for. Yesterday my nephew was born, and I thought to myself: Brent isn’tContinue reading “Out of Whack”
I feel so lost lately. Fighting with my best friend. But it’s a silent fight. … I’m finally getting around to my vision board. But I’m second guessing myself. – where are my pics of Tina Fey, Amy Pohler, Kristen Wiig, Lena Dunham & Mindy Khaling? … It’s like the guy I’m dating is contemplatingContinue reading “Lost”
Dating is a game & I’m pretty competitive at games. I also like to play by the rules and call people out who try and bend the rules or cheat. Perhaps this is why I’m not very good at dating. We talk, meet, get along, see each other for a bit, and then the cricketsContinue reading “If it doesn’t serve you, let it go.”
Dear God, You know and I know that I have more potential for neurosis in this area than in any other. Please take my attractions, thoughts and feelings about this person and use them for your purposes. Let this relationship unfold according to your will. Amen.
When I don’t hear from a boy I eat. I eat until my stomach is so full. I don’t participate in many activities except eating & watching TV. I disregard the gym and life outside of my house. When I get in a good groove I feel good. I’m not a slave to my phoneContinue reading “My Dating Pattern”