Women are on a mission to stay young, tight, and beautiful! Primping, priming, painting, crimping, extending, removing, gluing, taping, sucking-in, bleaching, waxing, plucking, etc. etc. etc., the things we do to ourselves to achieve and maintain beauty. We know beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but here is what the dictionary says: BeautyContinue reading “beauty is pain?”
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The year is 2020…
The year is 2020, and it might as well be the year 2000. Sure I’ve grown mentally, spiritually, physically and so on over the last 20 years, but the root problem still remains. Hi, my name is Vanessa and I suffer from low self-esteem. The same struggle I’ve had all my life and maybe notContinue reading “The year is 2020…”
Playing big
Playing big scares the shit out of me. Fear of making mistakes and fucking up, worrying what people think. But it’s only when I put myself out there that things can change and I can grow. It’s scary, but it’s necessary. Maybe it won’t always feel this scary?
Fight song
See. I’m a reformed easy girl. And I know not how to separate my urges from my standards. And I guess that makes me easy. We hang out, we found each other attractive and we went at it, and because I didn’t make him wait to have a taste, and because he didn’t have to wineContinue reading “Fight song “
Audio Journal
Hanging out.
I’ll have these like boys, for entertainment or maybe to make the days seem less lonely, knowing they aren’t going anywhere. Me bored In the background Just waiting for something to happen You’re 30 now. 30
A note from me
Thanks Etsy…
Thanks etsy for reminding me I’m single! Ugh. #singlelife
What if…
What if I told you I loved you? What if I shared how thoughts of you consume me all day? What if I told you that I picture our wedding day? Would you call me delusional? Would you run away? In my mind, you’re with her because you’re not ready for me. Continue reading “What if…”
If you’re ever feeling low…
Read this out loud. – Louise Hay
